1. |
Haunted heaven
05:12
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Haunted heaven
you made me want it
you made me need it
you made me taste it
Before I could handle this
you made me hate me
Killed every faith in me
Thrusted every thought of thorns
Deep into my heart
Ow, you crushed my soul
Threw me in pit and hole
Disemboweled me
Before I even was born
I say
No more 5x
Enough of this
The Cross crushed self-hate and lies
Condemnation forever
What we've done doesn't matter at all
Only love is
Without no reason 3x
You healed my soul
you made me rape me
Deviated me
Guilty and afraid
No love no faith
In my rapin' soul
In my flushed-out heart
In my broken dreams
All ripped apart
You crushed my love
Lied about above
Turned me inside out
In eternal doubt
I say
No more 5x
Enough of this
The Cross crushed self-hate and lies
Condemnation forever
What we've done doesn't matter at all
Only love is
Without no reason 3x
You healed my soul
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 2014 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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2. |
I need You
05:03
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I Need You
Thought things over a long time
Tryin' to get them on line
But the further I can see
Darkness is surrounding me
I don't wanna be a part of it
Of all the filthy lies
I don't know how to stop this
Becomin' my disguise 4x
I need a little help from outside
I know, because I've tried to hide
To hide, To hide
I need You,
To help me to cease my days
God, I need You
To help me to make my ways
God, I need You
I need You 2x
I wanna die
Escape from lie
Sufferin' and failure
and insufficient cure
Dead is what I thought
Death is how I felt
That truth was a lie
and that is why I cry
I need a little help from outside
I know, because I've tried to hide
To hide, To hide
I need You
To help me to cease my days
God, I need You
To help me to make my ways
God, I need You
I need You 2x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1995 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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3. |
Idols
05:00
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Idols
I sit here in the dark
Sit here and pray
Ooh, please help me
I cannot get away
I am stuck in the mud
Of prosperity today
All the things we must have
And all the games we must play
We must play
Who rules you lives today? 4x
Who is your god today? 4x
They show us jobs and cars
And houses of families with faith
In this greedy way of live
On big brothers' TV's display
This you must get
That you must have
Only then you count to be
So run to the shopping shelves
Buy yourselves free
Buy your souls fee
Who rules you lives today? 4x
Who is your god today? 4x
Hey you, hail me
I am your king Tu-Obey
I am everything you need
Now pierce this into your brains
They have no eyes no ears
No powers to make you sane
Anyway anywhere anytime
All idols are in vain
Are in vain
Who rules you lives today? 4x
Who is your god today? 4x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1997 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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4. |
Broken angel
02:51
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Broken Angel
Broken angel
Can you hear My voice?
Broken angel
You don't think you have a real choice
That can't be
Any further from the truth
My sweet darling
Love is also for you
Broken angel
Get up and arise
Broken angel
You don't have to hide
My sweet darling
Be what you can be
My lovely angel
Ow fly be set free
My sweet angel 3x
Come fly with Me
So many dangers
Linger in your lives
Diseases, violence
Drugs, rejection and lies
Broken angel
I hear those silent cries
Crushed dreams and fears
It hurts Me deep inside
You seem
So lonely
And cast away
By the ones so near to you
I hope they will say
Broken angel
Get up and arise
Broken angel
You don't have to hide
My sweet darling
Be what you can be
My lovely angel
Ow fly be set free
My sweet angel 3x
Come fly with Me
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 2015 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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5. |
A Jeremiah call
04:42
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A Jeremiah call
I wish I could sense
Fake from romance
Right from wrong
Weak from strong
Ooh, I wish I could see
Your love for me
Belonging to be
Guaranteed 2x
Many things in this life
Come to you in disguise
Many things are not
What they seem
Some things have two sides
And true love was just a lie
In summer, your leaves
Fall from your tree
I wish I could sense
Fake from romance
Right from wrong
Weak from strong
Ooh, I wish I could see
Your love for me
Belonging to be
Guaranteed 2x
I ran down the ages
I sailed through the cosmos
But I never found
A place to stay
I never reached my own town
Nor a home came around
To be save, to be
No more afraid
I wish I could sense
Fake from romance
Right from wrong
Weak from strong
Ooh, I wish I could see
Your love for me
Belonging to be
Guaranteed 2x
Maybe this is a sad song
But I wouldn't sing this one
If truth did not come as a lie
To me, to me
I am bit scared now,
That You will let me down
That You have forgotten all about me
About me
I wish I could sense
Fake from romance
Right from wrong
Weak from strong
Ooh, I wish I could see
Your love for me
Belonging to be
Guaranteed 2x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 2015 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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6. |
Another Me
04:34
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Another me
So many years gone
Lost in the dust
So long time alone
It fills me with disgust
Whoever wants
To hear, hear me
Whoever wants
To make me see
Another me 4x
I been broken down
Down to the ground
Love born at a night
In fact in me it died
Whoever wants
To hear, hear me
Whoever wants
To make me see
Another me 4x
Then You came along
You made my weak heart strong
You gave me of Your Light
To stand up for the fight
So I could arise
And take away the lies
Covering my eyes
And now I realize
That you are the One
To hear, hear me
You are the One
That made me see
Another me 4x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1993 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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7. |
Blind date
06:03
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Blind Date
She came out to steal fragments
Precious pieces of rough diamonds
She came to take my own thoughts
to escape from her caughts
Then she slips away to shelter
Fascinated by her shiny treasure
She is holding in her mind
And in time she leaves a piece behind
We all want to get out and be chased
We all want to get caught and be embraced
But at the center we all are afraid
About the unknown we have to date 2x
Sometimes I wonder about the way she goes
Sometimes amazed how she grows
A long lost child stepping out
A young woman commin' in proud
Everyone has a little boy or girl
Locked up inside their own world
Longing for freedom too
Crying to get help from you
We all want to get out and be chased
We all want to get caught and be embraced
But at the center we all are afraid
About the unknown we have to date 2x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1994 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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8. |
Time to remember
08:33
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Time to Remember
When it is a pitch dark night
and the warm sun has set
Even when nasty rain splashes away
the tears on your crying face
And your heart is the only thing
that burns in this empty place
Then it's time to remember
God left His heavenly home
For a more cold, dark and hostile
Setting than your own
Then it's time to remember 3x
To go home
When your hands are lame of sadness
And Your head is covered by strings
Even when howling wolves
Haunt you down on full moon
And your heart is beating rhythms of fear
On drums in your chest
Then it's time to remember
God already took your place
To open a heavenly home for you
to shelter, today
Then it's time to remember 3x
To go home, to go home, to go home 2x
I have seen sounds at the edge of insanity
Could touch the air, too thick to breath soundly
I flew on the shadows of fear
I went through the spiritual hemisphere
I saw many frightening sights
And many faces of delight
But one thing I'll never forget
Just one Name, nailed to that cross
That cross, that cross, that cross 2x
That cross
(Whales)
Then it's time to remember 3x
To go home
Then it's time to remember 3x
To go home, to go home, to go home 2x
To go home
When your hands are lame of sadness
And Your head is covered by strings
Even when howling wolves
Haunt you down on full moon
And your heart is beating rhythms of fear
On drums in your chest
Then it's time to remember
God already took your place
To open His heavenly home for you
to shelter, today
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1996 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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9. |
A Unique Kind
05:43
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A Unique Kind
Little sound
All around
Sweet as peach
Tryin’ to reach
Miss them
Have no wings
Joyful notes
My heart sings, for
We are a unique kind
For we are seeking to find
That we only want to get stunned
By the whispering wave of love
from beyond
Once I thought all my tears were lost
Lonely dessert shining in a mirror of dust
Ooh, send me someone whom
I can trust 3x
little sound
All around
Sweet as peach
Tryin’ to reach
Miss them
Have no wings
Joyful notes
My heart sings, for
We are a unique kind
For we are seeking to find
That we only want to get stunned
By the whispering wave of love
From beyond
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1993 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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10. |
Towards you
02:32
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Towards You
Never thought that the Son would shine
Through heavy clouds like this
All happened just so admiring
All started with one little kiss
Ooh, I didn't see it commin'
And I didn't see you too
Ooh, you just turned my head now
You turned my face towards you
Never thought I could walk on water
Lots of trouble too keep my head up high
Now see us walk with each other
Ever since my eyes have set to the sky
Ooh, I didn't see it commin'
And I didn't see you too
Ooh, you just turned my head now
You turned my face towards you 3x
You 4x
Ooh, I didn't see it commin'
And I didn't see you too
Ooh, you just turned my head now
You turned my face towards you 3x
Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed.
© copyright 1994 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
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Crushed Nijmegen, Netherlands
Born 1965 in Kevelaer, Germany, Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, aka Crushed, grew up in the Netherlands as his mother moved
back to her homeland. Due to studies living in Nijmegen since 1986. Writing poetry, songs since his late teens.The guitar as main instrument besides base guitar, keyboard, drums therefore creating own
albums with support of two singers: Rosanne de Boer and Ilse Corsten.
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