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Haunted Heaven

by Crushed

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1.
Haunted heaven you made me want it you made me need it you made me taste it Before I could handle this you made me hate me Killed every faith in me Thrusted every thought of thorns Deep into my heart Ow, you crushed my soul Threw me in pit and hole Disemboweled me Before I even was born I say No more 5x Enough of this The Cross crushed self-hate and lies Condemnation forever What we've done doesn't matter at all Only love is Without no reason 3x You healed my soul you made me rape me Deviated me Guilty and afraid No love no faith In my rapin' soul In my flushed-out heart In my broken dreams All ripped apart You crushed my love Lied about above Turned me inside out In eternal doubt I say No more 5x Enough of this The Cross crushed self-hate and lies Condemnation forever What we've done doesn't matter at all Only love is Without no reason 3x You healed my soul Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 2014 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
2.
I need You 05:03
I Need You Thought things over a long time Tryin' to get them on line But the further I can see Darkness is surrounding me I don't wanna be a part of it Of all the filthy lies I don't know how to stop this Becomin' my disguise 4x I need a little help from outside I know, because I've tried to hide To hide, To hide I need You, To help me to cease my days God, I need You To help me to make my ways God, I need You I need You 2x I wanna die Escape from lie Sufferin' and failure and insufficient cure Dead is what I thought Death is how I felt That truth was a lie and that is why I cry I need a little help from outside I know, because I've tried to hide To hide, To hide I need You To help me to cease my days God, I need You To help me to make my ways God, I need You I need You 2x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1995 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
3.
Idols 05:00
Idols I sit here in the dark Sit here and pray Ooh, please help me I cannot get away I am stuck in the mud Of prosperity today All the things we must have And all the games we must play We must play Who rules you lives today? 4x Who is your god today? 4x They show us jobs and cars And houses of families with faith In this greedy way of live On big brothers' TV's display This you must get That you must have Only then you count to be So run to the shopping shelves Buy yourselves free Buy your souls fee Who rules you lives today? 4x Who is your god today? 4x Hey you, hail me I am your king Tu-Obey I am everything you need Now pierce this into your brains They have no eyes no ears No powers to make you sane Anyway anywhere anytime All idols are in vain Are in vain Who rules you lives today? 4x Who is your god today? 4x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1997 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
4.
Broken angel 02:51
Broken Angel Broken angel Can you hear My voice? Broken angel You don't think you have a real choice That can't be Any further from the truth My sweet darling Love is also for you Broken angel Get up and arise Broken angel You don't have to hide My sweet darling Be what you can be My lovely angel Ow fly be set free My sweet angel 3x Come fly with Me So many dangers Linger in your lives Diseases, violence Drugs, rejection and lies Broken angel I hear those silent cries Crushed dreams and fears It hurts Me deep inside You seem So lonely And cast away By the ones so near to you I hope they will say Broken angel Get up and arise Broken angel You don't have to hide My sweet darling Be what you can be My lovely angel Ow fly be set free My sweet angel 3x Come fly with Me Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 2015 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
5.
A Jeremiah call I wish I could sense Fake from romance Right from wrong Weak from strong Ooh, I wish I could see Your love for me Belonging to be Guaranteed 2x Many things in this life Come to you in disguise Many things are not What they seem Some things have two sides And true love was just a lie In summer, your leaves Fall from your tree I wish I could sense Fake from romance Right from wrong Weak from strong Ooh, I wish I could see Your love for me Belonging to be Guaranteed 2x I ran down the ages I sailed through the cosmos But I never found A place to stay I never reached my own town Nor a home came around To be save, to be No more afraid I wish I could sense Fake from romance Right from wrong Weak from strong Ooh, I wish I could see Your love for me Belonging to be Guaranteed 2x Maybe this is a sad song But I wouldn't sing this one If truth did not come as a lie To me, to me I am bit scared now, That You will let me down That You have forgotten all about me About me I wish I could sense Fake from romance Right from wrong Weak from strong Ooh, I wish I could see Your love for me Belonging to be Guaranteed 2x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 2015 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
6.
Another Me 04:34
Another me So many years gone Lost in the dust So long time alone It fills me with disgust Whoever wants To hear, hear me Whoever wants To make me see Another me 4x I been broken down Down to the ground Love born at a night In fact in me it died Whoever wants To hear, hear me Whoever wants To make me see Another me 4x Then You came along You made my weak heart strong You gave me of Your Light To stand up for the fight So I could arise And take away the lies Covering my eyes And now I realize That you are the One To hear, hear me You are the One That made me see Another me 4x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1993 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
7.
Blind date 06:03
Blind Date She came out to steal fragments Precious pieces of rough diamonds She came to take my own thoughts to escape from her caughts Then she slips away to shelter Fascinated by her shiny treasure She is holding in her mind And in time she leaves a piece behind We all want to get out and be chased We all want to get caught and be embraced But at the center we all are afraid About the unknown we have to date 2x Sometimes I wonder about the way she goes Sometimes amazed how she grows A long lost child stepping out A young woman commin' in proud Everyone has a little boy or girl Locked up inside their own world Longing for freedom too Crying to get help from you We all want to get out and be chased We all want to get caught and be embraced But at the center we all are afraid About the unknown we have to date 2x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1994 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
8.
Time to Remember When it is a pitch dark night and the warm sun has set Even when nasty rain splashes away the tears on your crying face And your heart is the only thing that burns in this empty place Then it's time to remember God left His heavenly home For a more cold, dark and hostile Setting than your own Then it's time to remember 3x To go home When your hands are lame of sadness And Your head is covered by strings Even when howling wolves Haunt you down on full moon And your heart is beating rhythms of fear On drums in your chest Then it's time to remember God already took your place To open a heavenly home for you to shelter, today Then it's time to remember 3x To go home, to go home, to go home 2x I have seen sounds at the edge of insanity Could touch the air, too thick to breath soundly I flew on the shadows of fear I went through the spiritual hemisphere I saw many frightening sights And many faces of delight But one thing I'll never forget Just one Name, nailed to that cross That cross, that cross, that cross 2x That cross (Whales) Then it's time to remember 3x To go home Then it's time to remember 3x To go home, to go home, to go home 2x To go home When your hands are lame of sadness And Your head is covered by strings Even when howling wolves Haunt you down on full moon And your heart is beating rhythms of fear On drums in your chest Then it's time to remember God already took your place To open His heavenly home for you to shelter, today Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1996 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
9.
A Unique Kind Little sound All around Sweet as peach Tryin’ to reach Miss them Have no wings Joyful notes My heart sings, for We are a unique kind For we are seeking to find That we only want to get stunned By the whispering wave of love from beyond Once I thought all my tears were lost Lonely dessert shining in a mirror of dust Ooh, send me someone whom I can trust 3x little sound All around Sweet as peach Tryin’ to reach Miss them Have no wings Joyful notes My heart sings, for We are a unique kind For we are seeking to find That we only want to get stunned By the whispering wave of love From beyond Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1993 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.
10.
Towards you 02:32
Towards You Never thought that the Son would shine Through heavy clouds like this All happened just so admiring All started with one little kiss Ooh, I didn't see it commin' And I didn't see you too Ooh, you just turned my head now You turned my face towards you Never thought I could walk on water Lots of trouble too keep my head up high Now see us walk with each other Ever since my eyes have set to the sky Ooh, I didn't see it commin' And I didn't see you too Ooh, you just turned my head now You turned my face towards you 3x You 4x Ooh, I didn't see it commin' And I didn't see you too Ooh, you just turned my head now You turned my face towards you 3x Music and lyrics written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed. © copyright 1994 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, all rights reserved.

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About "Crushed":

Back in 1996 Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen founded the band: "The Crushed", inspired by self-written music/songs in many different styles rock, wave, ballads, blues and so on. A quite difficult personal period these songs are witnessing about struggle, depression, hope, overcoming crises, life as it can be in all its ups and downs. It is about reality and how to deal with it in different stages, sometimes set in a spiritual context.

The Crushed as a band lasted till about 2002, to be picked up again in 2014, changing the artist name of Jurgen Toonen into: "Crushed" as the band ceased to exist and all recording is done by Jurgen Toonen.

About "Haunted Heaven":

The album tries to express that life claimed by many to be heaven, often can be hard, be haunted. How to overcome and deal with that is one of the stories being told. Supported by two female singers: Rosanne de Boer and Elisabeth Corsten cd: "Haunted Heaven" is produced and released in the same style as "The Crushed". A mix of the nineties songs and songs written in the same style after 2014 are on this album.

I hope you enjoy it as much as we enjoyed making it.

As long as you enjoy something keep doing it!

With love,

Jurgen "Crushed" Toonen


The Compact Cd is available about 1st of March 2021 and only in the EU.

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credits

released December 20, 2020

Vocals:
Jurgen Toonen aka Crushed.
Rosanne de Boer.
Elisabeth Corsten.

Electric & Acoustic Guitar: Jurgen Toonen aka Crushed.

Keyboard: Jurgen Toonen aka Crushed.

Bass Guitar: Jurgen Toonen aka Crushed.

Drums: Jurgen Toonen aka Crushed.


Produced by The Forwarded Lighthouse (Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen).

Mixing & Mastering: Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen.

Quality/Sound Technical Consult: Han Pieper, Gerhard Smit.


Cover Art Work: Rosanne de Boer.
Design: Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen

Lyrics and Music written by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen aka Crushed

All rights reserved by Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen

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Crushed Nijmegen, Netherlands

Born 1965 in Kevelaer, Germany, Jurgen Martin Johann Toonen, aka Crushed, grew up in the Netherlands as his mother moved back to her homeland. Due to studies living in Nijmegen since 1986. Writing poetry, songs since his late teens.The guitar as main instrument besides base guitar, keyboard, drums therefore creating own
albums with support of two singers: Rosanne de Boer and Ilse Corsten.
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